Monday, September 14, 2015

Flesh


When enunciated correctly, the word is both deeply erotic and profoundly disturbing. Say it with me.

Flesh

Feel the tingle?

When you get tired of catching fish after fish, drift after drift, grayling after goddam grayling (with the occasional lipsticked dolly tossed in to make it marginally worthwhile); when you get tired of fishing that piece of costume jewelry, that perfectly round trinket, that princess-pink bauble painted with just the right nail polish; when easy fishing degenerates from easy to boring (perhaps thirty minutes, if even that long), your buddy says the ‘f’ word and something dark inside of you moves.

You know what you’re giving up. The numbers, the clockwork tug, the comfort and ease of your trapped air technology. (No Charles, it’s not a fucking “bobber.” It’s a strike indicator! For God’s sake, have some dignity.) You give up that mind-numbing rhythm of mending and catching, mending and catching, mending and catching.

They say that you don’t leave fish to catch fish, but they’re wrong. All fish are not equal. All fishing is not sport.


So you ignore the outside bubble line and focus, instead, on the inside snags; the slow water and blow-downs where rotting corpses gather in underwater creep shows. Phantoms, waving in tatters like carrion sheets on Lucifer’s clothesline. You dead drift (acquiring a whole new perspective on the term) tan stingers that, for all the world, look like soiled shreds of toilet paper flushed down Seward’s folly, but promise their targets the carnage they crave. You dredge the putrid downstream abattoir where the meat eater lies. You pursue the beast that's following its basest of urges, not daintily sipping on priss caviar as it gently flows by. You stalk the savage. You want him at his baddest, his inner zombie full-blown, his depravity manifesting in glorious carnivorous splendor.

He deserves a hook in the face and you’re all about giving him one.

Sure, you’re probably foregoing twenty, thirty, to chase just that one. That cannibal. That monster. And maybe, just maybe, he’d think about taking a bead, but what fun is that?

He wants… you want…

... flesh.

10 comments:

Mike Dunn said...

now you're starting to scare me, neighbor...nice

Kevin Frank said...

Very good.

Guy Franzen said...

Welcome to the dark side.

CathyB said...

Most excellent, Mike. I think perhaps Alaska darkened your heart a bit. Or perhaps it merely evoked something that was already deep inside…waiting.

BobWhite said...

Your time on the water... fly fishing?

It.will.never.be.the.same...

Mike Sepelak said...

You know better, Mike. :-)

Thanks, Kevin!

Happy to be here, Guy. Like Billy Joel once said, I'd rather laugh with the sinners than cry with the saints.

Every now and then I have to give outlet to this one inner voice, Cathy. If not, he gets cranky.

Cheers to that, Bob. Same is not always good.

OneBugIsFake said...

Fuck yes, meat for the win. I'd rather catch one fish my way, than 5 on a nymph.

Mike Sepelak said...

Couldn't agree with you more, Brandon.

Kirk Werner said...

You have always written good, but this entry is indicative that you've transcended a new level. I reckon a trip like this will do that to a person. That, or it's the quest for flesh.

Mike Sepelak said...

...transcended a new level.

Not so sure about that, Kirk, unless your speaking of Dante's third. ;-)